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The
Call
I began my Christian journey at the age of 37 through reading
God’s word on my own. I began seeking answers to spiritual
questions from the age of 35 when my niece was dying of a
rare cancer. Being older when I gave my life to Christ, I
really gave my life to Christ. I said, “Here it is.
I’ve made a mess of it and if you can use me in anything
it will be your miracle.” I finished my BA at age 39-just
squeaking in to 40, and I began Christian counseling to deal
with issues from the past. I began attending Wheaton Bible
Church at age 36 and went to a fantastic adult Sunday school
class on the very first day I attended the church and steadily
for the next three years. After I finished college, I took
the gigantic leap and went to Deva, Romania, with the Wheaton
Bible Church Short-Term Mission’s Team as a teacher
assistant for English as a Second Language. The teacher I
was working with commented that I seemed to have a natural
talent for teaching. I tucked that away in my mind. I was
surprised to find this love of teaching within myself. When
Wheaton Bible Church Teams go to Deva, they stay in the homes
of Romanian Christians. I stayed with a high school student,
Monica, and her mother. Monica and I immediately clicked and
I can only describe it as a David/Jonathan experience. I knew
I was going back to Deva the next year. The next year I returned
to Deva and was an assistant to the English teacher. She began
turning the classroom over to me more and more. On my third
trip, on the first morning, things occurred: (1) I was given
my own English class and (2) I was asked by a Romanian Christian,
if I did not feel that I should be in Romania full-time. I
recoiled in fear at his question and replied an emphatic,
“No, I don’t think so.” When I returned
home I couldn’t forget his words and I began to talk
to God about this. I told God I would go to Romania but only
if He gave me a husband to go with me. I spent a miserable
year of pursuing my own route to obeying God through Christian
Single’s matchmaking. On my first date, the fellow said,
“I thought I shouldn’t ask you out because I feel
like God is saving you for Romania.” That made me angry.
The fourth year I returned to Deva and, again, I taught my
own English class, and I was forming more relationships with
the Romanians in the church. At the end of the trip a fellow
team member said to me, “When you are ready to come
to Romania full-time, then my wife and I will support you.”
I returned home and truly sought God. I began to dream that
I was teaching children. The dreams were vivid and repeated.
That autumn I met a Wheaton team member for breakfast, after
a night when I had the most vivid dream. My mind was still
in the dream while my friend was talking, and I finally heard
her say, “Karen, do you know that school in Deva really
needs a native English speaking teacher?” I looked at
her shocked. I found myself suddenly making the decision to
find a new home for my cat that fall, and I could not rest
for thinking about painting my condominium. From February
till June, I worked on my condo. I thought I was sprucing
it up for myself, but God was at work in my heart allowing
me to let go of material things and my ‘right’
to rule how my life was lived. This summer when I went to
Deva I went submitted to God’s will. I did request that
if God wanted me to be in Deva then I would like to be asked
to come. This past July (2005), I was part of the Wheaton
Bible Church team to Deva, and I was a co-leader for the trip.
I was in charge of the English teachers (none of whom had
been to Deva in the past). The day we arrived, Saturday, we
had a brief meeting in the conference room of the church with
our Romanian translators, the host families, the pastoral
staff from the host church and our fellow team members. I
was greeting people and was not paying much attention to the
meeting when I heard one of our team members ask if Pastor
Timotei was going to collect our passports for safe keeping.
(Our manual is perhaps a bit old and it suggests that the
pastor collect all passports and put them in the church safe.)
Timotei made a joke about losing the passports and then he
looked down the table at me and asked, “Karen, would
you like to lose your passport for 2-3 years?” I joked
back that I would not mind but my heart flipped over. On Sunday,
I was waiting for the group to gather so we could get our
assignments for the afternoon house-church visits, when Timotei
sat down next to me he said, “Karen, I received an interesting
E-mail from you. It said, “Karen Kurth, teacher in Deva.”
I thought, God is that an answer to prayer? The E-mail he
was referring to was one where I listed each team member and
their job while in Deva. The other people from the group joined
us and the conversation ended. On Monday Timotei asked me
to his home to have dinner with him and his wife on Tuesday
evening (the only evening my schedule was open). On Tuesday,
Timotei picked me up at the church and we chit chatted all
the way to his house. His wife was preparing dinner when we
arrived, and we sat in the living room. The moment we sat
down Timotei leaned forward and asked, “Karen, will
you come to Deva and teach English in our pre-school and first
and second grade?” I could only reply, “yes.”
I had asked God for an invitation, had I not?
Prospective
Ministry & Vision
My primary responsibility will be to teach English
in the mornings at the preschool and in the afternoons to
the first and second grades at the Holy Trinity Baptist Church
in Deva, Romania. The school is with the church. Once a week,
I will lead an English Club for teens in the evening. I will
be expected to make a visit to the home of each of my students
each semester. As the school grows and adds third and fourth
grades, I shall teach English for each grade. It is essential
for this school to have a native English-speaking teacher
and for that person to love and enjoy children. Many of the
school children (at least 70%) come from families who are
not members of the Holy Trinity Baptist Church. This is an
opportunity to reach the children and then the parents through
the children.
My secondary responsibilities are mostly visionary. I will
be a servant where they need to use me in the church. I will
frequently host non-nationals in my apartment. I will be a
liaison for the U. S. short-term mission teams. In summer,
I will help with the Christian camps for youth (they do camps
for different ages and camps for kids within the church as
well as camps for poor children of other cities such as Hunedoara).
I want to help with a prayer group of mothers within the school.
I want to be very involved with the young people-middle school
and teens who are leaving the church because they think church
is boring and condemning. I have much to learn. I need to
learn the language well because without words I can only see
through a glass darkly.
Also, I have a vision for small prayer groups within the church.
In church there is public prayer, and I noticed the young
people NEVER participate. Sometimes the older women are shouting
so loudly shouting that it as though they are trying to compete
in who can be the loudest. A visitor might think, “Oh,
how fervently they pray.” I have caught a cynical attitude
from the young people as they have made comments on the time
of prayer. Again, when I know the language I will better understand.
The young people in the church should not just be waiting
for the older generation to die.
Outside of the church I hope to make a difference in the community.
This past year, I had two schoolteachers in my English class.
These women teach in little village schools. We met for coffee
one afternoon and shared about the similarities and differences
between schools in Romania and the U. S. Since I have been
home, I have written to one of the teachers (the one who speaks
English quite well). I hope a friendship will build there.
She is not a member of the Baptist church or of any other
church. But, as I said, my primary job is to teach English
in their school.
Spiritual Gifts & Acquired
Skills
I am a native speaker of the English language.
God has given me a love for children and a desire for teaching
them with enthusiasm and creativity. I will be under the
supervision, leadership, and mentorship of Corina Rusu,
school principal in Deva who has a degree in English as
a Second Language. I have a BA in Business Management and
Leadership with a history of fluctuating major and minor
areas of study: agricultural journalism, philosophy, newspaper
journalism, psychology, environmental studies and, finally,
business management. I have the ability to grasp a vision
and through coaching, implement that vision on a detailed,
practical level. I usually need to read about or see how
something is done and then I can adapt what I read or saw
to meet ministry needs.
I became a believer through reading the Bible and continue
to grow through Bible study. I realize this job is too great
for me. I know God called me and each day equips me to carry
out the work He has for me. I deeply depend upon prayer
warriors and am growing in realization of my duty and privilege
to pray for others. I did not come from a believing family
and I have first-hand knowledge of the emptiness and powerlessness
of life without Jesus as Saviour and Lord. I can relate
to the lost and have a passion that all should believe but
also that each believer should experience a life FULLY and
vibrantly lived as Jesus intended.
I have the gift of compassion, and because of my experience
with the deaths of several close friends and family members,
have worked in hospice for the past eight years. I listen
well. Early on in my walk, I prayed that God would teach
me to pray, and He has been kind. I have the gift of strong
faith. I tend to be a serious person but when I am in Romania
I am filled with overflowing joy. My times in Romania have
shown me that I can speak publicly and people listen.
I was talking with another member of the Wheaton team this
year, and she made these comments on my leadership style.
I am an encourager. My style is to quietly lead and walk
beside a person. She also said that I led so quietly in
the U.S. that is was a great surprise when arriving in Romania
to find that I turned into a dynamic, outgoing, and very
confident leader. Romania brings out the best in me!
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